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[/cs_text][cs_text]Verse 1)
Half-asleep, feeling slightly foggy,
I take out a thick notebook. I barely manage to piece together
the dream that is already scattering about in my head. I do not care at all
about what this could mean, just like the me in my dream does not care about the me here right now[/cs_text][/cs_column][cs_column fade=”false” fade_animation=”in” fade_animation_offset=”45px” fade_duration=”750″ type=”1/2″ style=”padding: 0px;”][cs_text]
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반쯤 잠깬 몽롱한 정신으로
꺼내드는 두꺼운 스프링노트 머리에서 이미 흐트러지는
꿈을 겨우 이어붙여 이게 무슨 의미인지는 전혀
신경쓰지 않아 꿈 속의 나도 지금의 나를 신경쓰지 않듯이[/cs_text][/cs_column][/cs_row][cs_row inner_container=”true” marginless_columns=”false” style=”margin: 0px auto;padding: 0px;”][cs_column fade=”false” fade_animation=”in” fade_animation_offset=”45px” fade_duration=”750″ type=”1/2″ style=”padding: 0px;”][cs_text]It is just that there is another me besides the me that exists here
[There,] I also have a charm that the every-day me has never had before
I think the reason why I keep this up, even though it might not be a record I understand,
must be because I am living beyond my appearance here and now, byeond the one that I am aware of[/cs_text][/cs_column][cs_column fade=”false” fade_animation=”in” fade_animation_offset=”45px” fade_duration=”750″ type=”1/2″ style=”padding: 0px;”][cs_text]다만 여기 존재하는 나 말고도 내가 또 있어
평소의 나에겐 절대로 안보이던 매력도 있어
비록 알아들을 수 있는 기록 아닐지라도 이걸 지속하는 이유
의식하고 있는 여기 나의 모습 밖에 내가 살고 있는 탓인가봐[/cs_text][/cs_column][/cs_row][cs_row inner_container=”true” marginless_columns=”false” style=”margin: 0px auto;padding: 0px;”][cs_column fade=”false” fade_animation=”in” fade_animation_offset=”45px” fade_duration=”750″ type=”1/1″ style=”padding: 0px;”][cs_text]Hook x3)
the pieces of me[/cs_text][/cs_column][/cs_row][cs_row inner_container=”true” marginless_columns=”false” style=”margin: 0px auto;padding: 0px;”][cs_column fade=”false” fade_animation=”in” fade_animation_offset=”45px” fade_duration=”750″ type=”1/2″ style=”padding: 0px;”][cs_text]Verse 2)
If I keep saying whatever comes to mind, I can see how much
of a frivolous human the real me was. The moment I notice this, I start stumbling over my words often
and from that point on [I’m] a human who does not say a word, a person like day and night,
an inconsistent human, [it’s] a time during which I am unable to be conscious of anything[/cs_text][/cs_column][cs_column fade=”false” fade_animation=”in” fade_animation_offset=”45px” fade_duration=”750″ type=”1/2″ style=”padding: 0px;”][cs_text]
막 말을 자꾸 내뱉다보면 진짜 나는 얼마나 가벼운
인간이었는지가 다 보여 그걸 의식하는 순간 입이 잘 꼬여
그때부터 한마디도 없는 인간 온도차가 심한 인간
일관성이 없는 인간 아무 의식하지 못하는 시간[/cs_text][/cs_column][/cs_row][cs_row inner_container=”true” marginless_columns=”false” style=”margin: 0px auto;padding: 0px;”][cs_column fade=”false” fade_animation=”in” fade_animation_offset=”45px” fade_duration=”750″ type=”1/2″ style=”padding: 0px;”][cs_text]My way of talking resembles my dad’s more and more. Probably because my dad’s appearance
in my first memory is firmly etched on my unconscious
and in that first memory, my dad is in his thirties, and I have enjoyed growing this old
So that’s why no matter how I try to wash it off and deny it, it must have already encroached deeply on my bones[/cs_text][/cs_column][cs_column fade=”false” fade_animation=”in” fade_animation_offset=”45px” fade_duration=”750″ type=”1/2″ style=”padding: 0px;”][cs_text]아빠의 말투를 닮아가 아마 내 무의식에
꽉 박아져있는 그 첫 기억 속 아빠가
그 첫 기억 속의 아빠가 30대 였고 난 그 세월을 맛있게 먹어왔으니
씻어 부정하려해도 이미 뼈 안에 깊어 잠식 되었구나[/cs_text][/cs_column][/cs_row][cs_row inner_container=”true” marginless_columns=”false” style=”margin: 0px auto;padding: 0px;”][cs_column fade=”false” fade_animation=”in” fade_animation_offset=”45px” fade_duration=”750″ type=”1/2″ style=”padding: 0px;”][cs_text]Damn, with the intention to keep digging, I constantly knock
on the world beneath my conscious in the notes, not the one in front of my eyes
The night is deep, my body is floating, and when the moon raises the water
I just borrow this body for a while. Instead I breathe down there, yeah[/cs_text][/cs_column][cs_column fade=”false” fade_animation=”in” fade_animation_offset=”45px” fade_duration=”750″ type=”1/2″ style=”padding: 0px;”][cs_text]damn 난 계속 파고들 생각에 노트에
눈 앞이 아닌 의식 아래 깔린 세상을 자꾸만 노크해
밤이 깊어 나의 몸은 떠있고 달이 물을 길어 올릴 때
이 몸은 잠시 빌릴 뿐이야 저 밑에서 대신 내가 호흡해 yeah[/cs_text][/cs_column][/cs_row][cs_row inner_container=”true” marginless_columns=”false” style=”margin: 0px auto;padding: 0px;”][cs_column fade=”false” fade_animation=”in” fade_animation_offset=”45px” fade_duration=”750″ type=”1/2″ style=”padding: 0px;”][cs_text]Bridge x2)
Just think of it as a drunken frenzy
It is senseless and rubbish philosophy, so even though it seems absurd,
listen to my unconscious, when you’re sick
of adjusting to the weakness that fills that dark and damp corner[/cs_text][/cs_column][cs_column fade=”false” fade_animation=”in” fade_animation_offset=”45px” fade_duration=”750″ type=”1/2″ style=”padding: 0px;”][cs_text]
그냥 술 주정이라 생각해
개똥철학이니까 허무맹랑해 보여도
들어봐 내 무의식 그 음습한 구석 안에
가득차있는 나약함에 적당히 끼워맞추기 역겨우면[/cs_text][/cs_column][/cs_row][cs_row inner_container=”true” marginless_columns=”false” style=”margin: 0px auto;padding: 0px;”][cs_column fade=”false” fade_animation=”in” fade_animation_offset=”45px” fade_duration=”750″ type=”1/2″ style=”padding: 0px;”][cs_text]Verse 3)
A house on a low hill surrounded by a forest
The way leading inside is dark, I don’t see anything, [like] when the stage lights turn off as if running away
Although I diligently want to believe I’m comfortable, nothing has its place here
The paint in the bathroom that I had put on with my own hands is now all chipped off[/cs_text][/cs_column][cs_column fade=”false” fade_animation=”in” fade_animation_offset=”45px” fade_duration=”750″ type=”1/2″ style=”padding: 0px;”][cs_text]
야트막한 언덕 숲에 덮힌 공원집에
들어가는 길 어두워 안보이지 무대가 꺼지면 도망치듯
애써 안락하다 믿고 싶어도 무엇도 제자리가 없는 이 곳이
내 손으로 발라놓은 이젠 다 벗겨진 화장실 페인트칠[/cs_text][/cs_column][/cs_row][cs_row inner_container=”true” marginless_columns=”false” style=”margin: 0px auto;padding: 0px;”][cs_column fade=”false” fade_animation=”in” fade_animation_offset=”45px” fade_duration=”750″ type=”1/2″ style=”padding: 0px;”][cs_text]Look around the ten years of memories piled up in this house
All rooms here are bound to become storage rooms and I feel that the walls have become more slanted
That urge to destroy something that goes well, something neat
When swear words are about to come out, prevent it, shut my mouth [/cs_text][/cs_column][cs_column fade=”false” fade_animation=”in” fade_animation_offset=”45px” fade_duration=”750″ type=”1/2″ style=”padding: 0px;”][cs_text]둘러봐 이 공원집에 쌓인 10년의 기억
여기 모든 방이 기어이 창고가 되고 벽이 더 기울어져 버린 걸 느껴
뭔가 잘 되는 걸 말쑥한 걸 망가트리고 싶은 충동
막 욕이 나오려고 하면 좀 막아줘 내 입 막아줘[/cs_text][/cs_column][/cs_row][cs_row inner_container=”true” marginless_columns=”false” style=”margin: 0px auto;padding: 0px;”][cs_column fade=”false” fade_animation=”in” fade_animation_offset=”45px” fade_duration=”750″ type=”1/2″ style=”padding: 0px;”][cs_text]The entrance of my room is narrow but the ceiling is very high
Will I feel more broad-minded once I escape this room?
Even though I scream so loud it could tear down these walls,
why do the equally bloated tensions in my stomach make such noise on the side?[/cs_text][/cs_column][cs_column fade=”false” fade_animation=”in” fade_animation_offset=”45px” fade_duration=”750″ type=”1/2″ style=”padding: 0px;”][cs_text]내 방은 입구가 좁지만 천장이 너무 높아
이 방을 벗어난다면 나에게 조금은 너그러울까
이 벽을 부시듯 소리쳐도 똑같이 더부룩한
뱃속 긴장감들은 왜 자꾸 옆에서 저렇게 떠들을까[/cs_text][/cs_column][/cs_row][cs_row inner_container=”true” marginless_columns=”false” style=”margin: 0px auto;padding: 0px;”][cs_column fade=”false” fade_animation=”in” fade_animation_offset=”45px” fade_duration=”750″ type=”1/2″ style=”padding: 0px;”][cs_text]Outro)
My lineage, everything I’ve seen and learned that roams through my veins,
and the inheritances that fill my small body, I watch them flow
In the direction where my head turns back to are always beasts that glare at me
I get used to the dark in order to not be bitten and taken away by them[/cs_text][/cs_column][cs_column fade=”false” fade_animation=”in” fade_animation_offset=”45px” fade_duration=”750″ type=”1/2″ style=”padding: 0px;”][cs_text]
나의 핏줄 속을 돌아다닌 보고 배운 모든 것들과
나의 작은 몸을 채운 유산들이 흘러가는 모습 봐
고개 돌아가는 쪽 언제나 날 노려보는 짐승들이
날 물고가지 않도록 어둠에 익숙해져[/cs_text][/cs_column][/cs_row][cs_row inner_container=”true” marginless_columns=”false” style=”margin: 0px auto;padding: 0px;”][cs_column fade=”false” fade_animation=”in” fade_animation_offset=”45px” fade_duration=”750″ type=”1/2″ style=”padding: 0px;”][cs_text]x8)
I get used to the dark
Although I know it, everything is unclear[/cs_text][/cs_column][cs_column fade=”false” fade_animation=”in” fade_animation_offset=”45px” fade_duration=”750″ type=”1/2″ style=”padding: 0px;”][cs_text]
어둠에 익숙해져
알고 있어도 전부 아리송하지[/cs_text][/cs_column][/cs_row][/cs_section][/cs_content]