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[/cs_text][cs_alert heading=”Info” type=”success” close=”false”]The persona talking in brackets is his ego. Other characters that appear in these lyrics are “The Devil” who is supposedly his evil side, and then there is San E’s brother whose text is written in squared brackets.[/cs_alert][cs_text class=”cs-ta-center”]Note: The subtitles in the video below were shortened/rephrased to be better readable.[/cs_text][x_video_embed no_container=”false” type=”16:9″][/x_video_embed][/cs_column][/cs_row][/cs_section][cs_section parallax=”false” style=”margin: 0px;padding: 0px 0px 45px;”][cs_row inner_container=”true” marginless_columns=”false” style=”margin: 0px auto;padding: 0px;”][cs_column fade=”false” fade_animation=”in” fade_animation_offset=”45px” fade_duration=”750″ type=”1/2″ style=”padding: 0px;”][cs_text]
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[/cs_text][cs_text]Verse 1)
(Hey boy, what’s your name?)
Real name Chong San, who are you?[/cs_text][/cs_column][cs_column fade=”false” fade_animation=”in” fade_animation_offset=”45px” fade_duration=”750″ type=”1/2″ style=”padding: 0px;”][cs_text]
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(Hey boy, what’s your name?)
본명 정 산 넌 뭔데[/cs_text][/cs_column][/cs_row][cs_row inner_container=”true” marginless_columns=”false” style=”margin: 0px auto;padding: 0px;”][cs_column fade=”false” fade_animation=”in” fade_animation_offset=”45px” fade_duration=”750″ type=”1/2″ style=”padding: 0px;”][cs_text](I’m teacher San, rap genius
The present of the things you’ve been called before
Or your self, yes, now,
what symptoms brought you here?)[/cs_text][/cs_column][cs_column fade=”false” fade_animation=”in” fade_animation_offset=”45px” fade_duration=”750″ type=”1/2″ style=”padding: 0px;”][cs_text](난 산선생, 랩천재
너의 전에 불리던 것들의 현재
혹은 너의 자아 그래 자
여기 널 데리고 온 증상이 뭔데?)[/cs_text][/cs_column][/cs_row][cs_row inner_container=”true” marginless_columns=”false” style=”margin: 0px auto;padding: 0px;”][cs_column fade=”false” fade_animation=”in” fade_animation_offset=”45px” fade_duration=”750″ type=”1/2″ style=”padding: 0px;”][cs_text]Getting right to the point: I’m in pain
I’m definitely not happy, you could say that I’m close to being unhappy
My body is not sick though, no wait, I think my body isn’t well either
For a while now I’ve been woken up not by my alarm but by excessive nightmares and drugs[/cs_text][/cs_column][cs_column fade=”false” fade_animation=”in” fade_animation_offset=”45px” fade_duration=”750″ type=”1/2″ style=”padding: 0px;”][cs_text]본론부터 말하자면 I’m in pain
분명 행복하지 않은 상태 불행에 가깝다고 봐야지
몸이 아픈 게 아니지만 아니 몸도 안좋은거 같아
얼마 전부터 날 깨우는 건 알람이 아니라 악몽과 약물의 과다[/cs_text][/cs_column][/cs_row][cs_row inner_container=”true” marginless_columns=”false” style=”margin: 0px auto;padding: 0px;”][cs_column fade=”false” fade_animation=”in” fade_animation_offset=”45px” fade_duration=”750″ type=”1/2″ style=”padding: 0px;”][cs_text](Overdose, I get it, do you need more drugs?)
I’m already taking enough as it is
All kinds of stimulants and in order to put those to sleep:
Zolpidem & Xanax, is it common case?[/cs_text][/cs_column][cs_column fade=”false” fade_animation=”in” fade_animation_offset=”45px” fade_duration=”750″ type=”1/2″ style=”padding: 0px;”][cs_text](Overdose I get it 약이 더 필요하니?)
이미 먹는 약은 넘치네
온갖 각성제와 그걸 잠 재우기 위한
zolpidem & xanax, is it common case?[/cs_text][/cs_column][/cs_row][cs_row inner_container=”true” marginless_columns=”false” style=”margin: 0px auto;padding: 0px;”][cs_column fade=”false” fade_animation=”in” fade_animation_offset=”45px” fade_duration=”750″ type=”1/2″ style=”padding: 0px;”][cs_text](You have indeed a problem, tell me more)
I don’t know myself either, I’m easily unnerved
I have mood swings and a defensive attitude
Without pills I can’t sleep and I suffer from discontent and anxiety
That pressure calls for all kinds of means, I try to make an effort
and stop taking everything for a while but withdrawal symptoms appear right away and it ends without much effect[/cs_text][/cs_column][cs_column fade=”false” fade_animation=”in” fade_animation_offset=”45px” fade_duration=”750″ type=”1/2″ style=”padding: 0px;”][cs_text](문제가 있군 얘기해 자세하게)
나도 날 모르겠어 신경은 예민상태
기분은 변덕스러 방어적인 자세
without pills 눈 감을 수 없고 불만과 불안에 시달려
그 부담을 온갖 수단 동원해 분발 해보려 잠시 모든걸 중단
해보지만 또 금방 금단 현상 그닥 효과 없이 끝나[/cs_text][/cs_column][/cs_row][cs_row inner_container=”true” marginless_columns=”false” style=”margin: 0px auto;padding: 0px;”][cs_column fade=”false” fade_animation=”in” fade_animation_offset=”45px” fade_duration=”750″ type=”1/2″ style=”padding: 0px;”][cs_text](And then?) I vent my distress on my surroundings
(And then?) The situation drives me to the edge
(No doubt) I overdo things, striving for perfection I torture myself and my family
(I see, what do you want?) I want to go back[/cs_text][/cs_column][cs_column fade=”false” fade_animation=”in” fade_animation_offset=”45px” fade_duration=”750″ type=”1/2″ style=”padding: 0px;”][cs_text](그 다음) 그 괴롭힘을 주변에 되풀이해
(그 다음) 상황을 절벽 끝으로 to the edge
(No doubt) 무리해 완벽 요구하며 자신과 가족을 고문해
(그래 원하는 게 뭐야) 돌아가고 싶어[/cs_text][/cs_column][/cs_row][cs_row inner_container=”true” marginless_columns=”false” style=”margin: 0px auto;padding: 0px;”][cs_column fade=”false” fade_animation=”in” fade_animation_offset=”45px” fade_duration=”750″ type=”1/2″ style=”padding: 0px;”][cs_text]But wait, you a doctor?
(Well, you can see me that way
Shall we start the counseling?
We’ll dig until the end, go deeper)[/cs_text][/cs_column][cs_column fade=”false” fade_animation=”in” fade_animation_offset=”45px” fade_duration=”750″ type=”1/2″ style=”padding: 0px;”][cs_text]근데 잠깐 you a doctor?
(뭐 그리 생각해도 좋아
카운셀링 시작해볼까
끝까지 파내 봐 더 깊이 들어가)[/cs_text][/cs_column][/cs_row][cs_row inner_container=”true” marginless_columns=”false” style=”margin: 0px auto;padding: 0px;”][cs_column fade=”false” fade_animation=”in” fade_animation_offset=”45px” fade_duration=”750″ type=”1/1″ style=”padding: 0px;”][cs_text]Devil’s Narration)
Yo ayo what the fuck are you doing?
You don’t need no advice
You a strong soldier, you forgot?
This counseling shit is bullshit
He’s not even a real doctor
All you need is more pills
Seriously, you gotta wake up[/cs_text][/cs_column][/cs_row][cs_row inner_container=”true” marginless_columns=”false” style=”margin: 0px auto;padding: 0px;”][cs_column fade=”false” fade_animation=”in” fade_animation_offset=”45px” fade_duration=”750″ type=”1/2″ style=”padding: 0px;”][cs_text]Verse 2)
(Wake up, hey you okay?)
Oh my bad, I was thinking about something else there
(Don’t lose me, here’s a little test
I have prepared a few questions here
So check them honestly[/cs_text][/cs_column][cs_column fade=”false” fade_animation=”in” fade_animation_offset=”45px” fade_duration=”750″ type=”1/2″ style=”padding: 0px;”][cs_text]
(Wake up, hey you okay?)
Oh my bad 잠시 딴 생각했나 봐
(Don’t lose me here is a little test
여기 question 몇 개 준비했으니까
솔직하게 check[/cs_text][/cs_column][/cs_row][cs_row inner_container=”true” marginless_columns=”false” style=”margin: 0px auto;padding: 0px;”][cs_column fade=”false” fade_animation=”in” fade_animation_offset=”45px” fade_duration=”750″ type=”1/2″ style=”padding: 0px;”][cs_text]1. Do you want everyone to like you?
2. Is it your mother who likes your lyrics the most?
3. Do you prefer the good old days?
4. Do you exchange your thoughts for money?)[/cs_text][/cs_column][cs_column fade=”false” fade_animation=”in” fade_animation_offset=”45px” fade_duration=”750″ type=”1/2″ style=”padding: 0px;”][cs_text]1. 모두가 널 좋아하길 바래?
2. 니 가사를 엄마가 제일 좋아해?
3. 꼰대들이 점점 이해가 돼?
4. 맞바꾸고 있어 돈과 니 생각)[/cs_text][/cs_column][/cs_row][cs_row inner_container=”true” marginless_columns=”false” style=”margin: 0px auto;padding: 0px;”][cs_column fade=”false” fade_animation=”in” fade_animation_offset=”45px” fade_duration=”750″ type=”1/2″ style=”padding: 0px;”][cs_text]Uhm … uhm … (I already know, all above
What do you want to hear first, good news, bad news?)
The good ones (It’s not an illness, you just lost your way
Your compass isn’t broken)
And the bad news? (Hmm … It’s fucking obvious but
you have to overcome it yourself, there is no easy way)[/cs_text][/cs_column][cs_column fade=”false” fade_animation=”in” fade_animation_offset=”45px” fade_duration=”750″ type=”1/2″ style=”padding: 0px;”][cs_text]어… 어… (이미 알아 all above
뭘 먼저 들을래 good news bad news)
좋은거 (병은 아냐 길을 잃었을 뿐
나침반이 망가진 건 아니야)
그럼 나쁜건? (흠… 존나 뻔한 얘기지만
스스로 극복해야 해 there is no easy way)[/cs_text][/cs_column][/cs_row][cs_row inner_container=”true” marginless_columns=”false” style=”margin: 0px auto;padding: 0px;”][cs_column fade=”false” fade_animation=”in” fade_animation_offset=”45px” fade_duration=”750″ type=”1/2″ style=”padding: 0px;”][cs_text]Is that your answer?
(Well kind of, when you ask someone else
for an answer, all you get is unsatisfactory advice anyway
Drugs just make you dependant so it’s a fight with yourself
No, a war. You have to be determined to get well, it might be hard
Your whole body will be in pain, are you scared?)[/cs_text][/cs_column][cs_column fade=”false” fade_animation=”in” fade_animation_offset=”45px” fade_duration=”750″ type=”1/2″ style=”padding: 0px;”][cs_text]그게 답이야?
(Well kind of, 어차피 다른 이에게
답 따위 구걸해봤자 얻는 건 거지같은 충고뿐
약은 결국 의존증만 생기니 자신과의 싸움
아니 전쟁 치룰맘 단단히 먹어 힘들지 몰라
온몸에 고통이 매달릴 걸, are you scared?)[/cs_text][/cs_column][/cs_row][cs_row inner_container=”true” marginless_columns=”false” style=”margin: 0px auto;padding: 0px;”][cs_column fade=”false” fade_animation=”in” fade_animation_offset=”45px” fade_duration=”750″ type=”1/2″ style=”padding: 0px;”][cs_text]Hell yeah, but what is more frightening
is burying my thoughts in the casket of pleasing others
The rhymes I’ve written down are so different from who I am,
lyrics that would have been cool if BewhY had rapped them
Those lyrics shoot at the reflection
of my face in the mirror, like The Picture of Dorian Gray[/cs_text][/cs_column][cs_column fade=”false” fade_animation=”in” fade_animation_offset=”45px” fade_duration=”750″ type=”1/2″ style=”padding: 0px;”][cs_text]Hell yeah, 근데 더 무서운 건
눈치란 관에 온전한 내 생각들을 죽여 묻는 것
내가 적어놓은 라임노트와 난 너무 달라
비와이가 불렀음 멋질법한 가사
그 가사들은 거울속 비친 내 얼굴을
저격해 마치 도리안 그레이의 초상화[/cs_text][/cs_column][/cs_row][cs_row inner_container=”true” marginless_columns=”false” style=”margin: 0px auto;padding: 0px;”][cs_column fade=”false” fade_animation=”in” fade_animation_offset=”45px” fade_duration=”750″ type=”1/2″ style=”padding: 0px;”][cs_text](Woah woah, don’t be hard on yourself
If you milk [a cow] too much you draw blood, not milk
I hope you will recover, let us end the counseling
You can wake up)[/cs_text][/cs_column][cs_column fade=”false” fade_animation=”in” fade_animation_offset=”45px” fade_duration=”750″ type=”1/2″ style=”padding: 0px;”][cs_text](워워 몰아세우진마
잔인하게 쥐어짬 우유 아닌 피가 나
있길 바래 회복 카운셀링 마치도록 하지
you can wake up)[/cs_text][/cs_column][/cs_row][cs_row inner_container=”true” marginless_columns=”false” style=”margin: 0px auto;padding: 0px;”][cs_column fade=”false” fade_animation=”in” fade_animation_offset=”45px” fade_duration=”750″ type=”1/2″ style=”padding: 0px;”][cs_text][Wake up wake up wake up bro, wake up bro, wake up!
What the f … What are you muttering to yourself like this?
Did you take something again yesterday?
Oh my God, seriously man
Shouldn’t you go to the hospital?
You didn’t sleep and you seem completely strange
I know someone I can introduce you to, shall I?
Call this number now, call it right now!][/cs_text][/cs_column][cs_column fade=”false” fade_animation=”in” fade_animation_offset=”45px” fade_duration=”750″ type=”1/2″ style=”padding: 0px;”][cs_text][Wake up wake up wake up 형 wake up bro wake up
what the f… 형 뭘 이렇게 혼자 뭐라고 중얼거리는 거야
형 어제 또 약 먹었어?
Oh my God seriously man
형 병원에 가봐야 되는 거 아냐?
형 잠도 못 자고 완전 이상해
형 나 여기 아는데 있는데 여기 형 소개 시켜줘?
형 여기 지금 전화해 지금 전화해봐 형 당장 전화해봐 지금][/cs_text][/cs_column][/cs_row][cs_row inner_container=”true” marginless_columns=”false” style=”margin: 0px auto;padding: 0px;”][cs_column fade=”false” fade_animation=”in” fade_animation_offset=”45px” fade_duration=”750″ type=”1/2″ style=”padding: 0px;”][cs_text]Hello, I’d like to make an appointment …
Hello? This is the hospital, right? (Yes, go on)
How is Wednesday at 3PM? (That’s not possible)
Then when is it possible? (What is it about?)
I think I need counseling (Do you need drugs?)
No no, I don’t need any drugs, I think I need counseling. Hello? Hello?
(That is absolutely impossible … Mr. Chong San
WAKE UP!)[/cs_text][/cs_column][cs_column fade=”false” fade_animation=”in” fade_animation_offset=”45px” fade_duration=”750″ type=”1/2″ style=”padding: 0px;”][cs_text]여보세요, 예약 좀 하려고 하는데요…
여보세요? 여기 병원 맞죠? (네, 말하세요)
수요일 3시에 괜찮을까요? (아니요)
그럼 언제 가능한가요? (무슨일이시죠)
제가 카운셀링이 필요한 것 같아서요 (약이 필요한가요?)
아뇨, 약은 됐고 상담이 필요한 것 같거든요 여보세요? 여보세요?
(절대 불가능합니다… 정 산씨
WAKE UP)[/cs_text][/cs_column][/cs_row][/cs_section][/cs_content]