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Hook)
Even if I lay down, even if I’m tired, I can’t sleep
Only paralyzing nightmares welcome me
I open the fridge and drink
Half a bottle of soju
Half a bottle of soju
Verse 1)
I used to avoid drinking parties
But now I look for alcohol
I couldn’t understand before why people drank
It tasted badly, gained nothing from it, and wasn’t fun
Now it’s different
Nowadays this is sweet
If I can’t sleep, I don’t worry
This is much more attractive than sleeping pills
I’ve become fond of it as if it’s my friend
The night becomes early morning
I try to close the faucet of my thoughts
My unending self-criticisms
Momentarily flow away in my drunken state
I’m at ease, before I sleep
I pray, I desperately say
Please allow me to let go of everything
Please allow me to let go of everything
Hook)
Verse 2)
That’s right. Lies are eventually exposed
Even still, I hide my flaws
I want to be perfect
To those who like me, I want them to be satisfied
But now I know I was stupid
You wanna be a star?
Then don’t betray
You’ll hate me as much as you loved me
Although I can’t do anything about spilled water
I repeat it everyday
The chant: I’ll come back in front of everyone as a better man
My crying and smiling self, as if I had a mental disability
I try to pour large amounts of alcohol
Over my hurting heart
Growth is bitter
If you endure, flowers will bloom
I won’t repeat ever again
Fuck the past
I say, fuck the past
If you wanted me to crumble, sorry I’m back
Hook)
Outro)
I don’t know what to do
Tomorrow will be like today
What should I do now?
What should I do now?